I suddenly sit up as if I was awaken by a gun. My heart is racing, I try to grasp reality and calm myself, my pulse strong, it's sounds like the whirring of cars going through a tunnel. The sound sickens me. Everything becomes a blur as I fall into the darkness.I'm helpless, I can't find my way back to light. I'm trapped within my own conformative conscience. My propensity of carnal desires forces itself deep within my mind. Who is to say what is black and whats white. Nobody.Right and wrong do not exist and is a custom, habit and cultural diversity that is merely accepted and have no basis in reason. I lay emotionless hearing my thoughts fall away. Seeing my discriminated pleasures pass before my eyes. A&W rootbeer is grosssss by the way. Being forced back into my submissive conscience that civilization has layed before me. I am awaken by the sound of birds chirping and the sun shining on my face. My restraints are in place...for now
